Last Christmas

     "Last Christmas" is one of my favorite Christmas songs, even though it doesn't really have anything to do with the meaning of Christmas, I just love the jingle and tune that can easily get stuck into my head. Butsadly I'm too much of a loser this year and any year to have been in any relationship during the holiday season; I blame too much of my wacky attitude for the loneliness.
     This year many of my closest friends have "linked" up in pairs, and it seems everyone is dating now. Yet I've only been out on three official dates, and on two of those the girl asked me. It's kind of pathetic, but I guess there isn't really much I can do. I'll get by this year as I have every year. And it's not like I'm never gonna have someone special during Christmas, no really I'm fine without someone for Christmas this year; I guess I just feel somewhat left out of the circle and trend of what is now.
     Most trends though are like embers of a burning fire where they die down faster than they were lit up. So it's only time that will eventually slow down and hault these growing trends.
     So this Christmas I won't give my heart to anyone special, I won't cry myself away to feel better, for I will enjoy what I have and really remember the meaning of Christmas and my family.
     But then maybe... "this year to save me from tears I'll give it to someone special." :)